My only true friend. The blackness that is always there to wrap itself around me and pull me in close. He's coming to take me to that familiar place where I will stand withthe others like me. Here we know we are not judged or ridiculed and come of our own free will. What awaits I do not know for I have been here twice before but have never been allowed through the door. The horrible needs of others has puled me back out. Why can't they see what I see in the blackness? They have chosen the light and I accept that. Please accept my choice.