well a friend of mine recently revealed that he knew i was on anti depressants, and had known for a few months. this all dates back to the incident where i had to have an ambulance called for me, and he over heard me telling the paramedic about my meds. he never mentioned it, until one day online he asked (after i said i was tired) if the meds made me drowsy at all. then we got into a long convo where i told him everything, about wanting to die, the self harm, the causes, etc. all he said in responce was that he wasnt surprised by me being this way, just by how bad it was. i am in two minds about this, in one hand i am worried about him telling others, and treating me differently. however it is a relief that someone actually knows outside my family, and here.