His parents taught him how to lie later they told him he mustn’t lie. They made him swear on a Bible but he didn’t care after the first time because he wasn’t struck dead His mother taught him it was OK to steal by stealing his savings book and then punished him when he stole and lied about doing so. His formative years were a contradiction a garden of confusion in which seeds were planted that took root deep within without the boy realising He was taught deceit and how to hide the truth if the truth didn’t fit or suit. He was a quick learner and then they despised him for all he had learned to do and he began to despise himself without knowing why. He became angry and learnt to fight he was told it’s wrong to fight then witnessed his father punch his mother Lessons in hypocrisy were so many he thought that maybe he’d been brought into the wrong family and that those that would want and love him would one day come and take him away…false hope or so he thought until his 43rd year.