So, I had a terrible childhood, got massively abused psychologically to the point of spending every day alone in a bathroom crying just to escape. Growing up I overcame my problems and accomplished many things, my life is fine right now, but inside I'm still the kid sitting in the closet and I hate my entire life. I'm gay and all I've ever wanted is someone decent to be with, but I honestly think at this time in America it will not happen and all I'll be met with is prejudice and people who are more fucked up then me even when less has happened to them. The world is horrific and the people in it largely idiotic like sheep, myself included. I have kept myself going for so long letting myself believe in nonsense, and I challenge the people of the board to say something to me that isn't a copy and paste job from your local suicide prevention hot line. P.S. Feel free to msg me or ask for more details if you want them.