I have a room ostensibly the living room that I don't use. It was piled with junk like an episode of Hoarders. I have most of the junk either donated or thrown away. But there is this curio cabinet in there. It is covered in dust and dirt. I went to clean it and was immediately saddened to no end. Pictures of family now dead. Even a picture of my beloved first cat now dead. This is life it is death. The older you get the more death invades your live. It makes me so sad. I have no idea how I am going to make myself clean pictures of dead people.