The dark abyss

[scottswinbank]

I suffer from bi-polar disorder and it's pretty bad my moods are uncontrollable no matter what medication I take and now it's caused my fiancé to leave me now the depression has hit me so hard I wande around aimlessly wondering why I'm still here I honestly just want to shut my eyes and not wake up I don't have anyone that I can open up to Iv taken so many pills over the past few days I just want it to be over

 

[scottswinbank]

Just to add since my fiancé left I jut the self destruct button and have badly abused drugs and just feel as if I'm in a hole that I will never get out