Is not going well. Dr T has put me on quetiapine. He said although you may get increased appetite it is not as bad as Mirtazapine. He didn't really give much constructive support in regards to uni. I said I was scared that if I have to stop things will become worse. He basically said to stop being so negative. I am so scared they are going to put me in hospital. He mentioned a mental health act assessment. I said I had had one already after the 136 and he said this would be different. He said there were concerns around me and that the self harm was out of hand. He then went on to say about that they may have to break confidentiality as I am too high risk. There is no way I can be honest about my feelings when they're throwing things like the possibility of hospital around. I can't tell them how I am feeling when there is a chance that they could make me go to hospital. I'm not happy about being put on quetapine. I'll give it a go but I'm worried it will zombify me.