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Dawn it doesn't have to come to this. I know today has been a bad day but you have had so many good days recently. Treat tomorrow as a new day. Your life is precious and today is not worth ending your life over. Please call crisis or go to A&E. I know you don't want to, but you need some help to get through tonight. Always here if you need me.