I can no longer live like this. I can't go on like this. I have tried to fake it, I have tried to become better, I have tried to be strong, but I simply cannot anymore. I can't continue like this. I want everyone to know it WASN'T their faults. Nothing anyone could have said or done would have changed my decision. This is all my MIND'S FAULT. My mind and it's inability to function correctly. And that will never change. I cannot bear this pain anymore, this internal suffering. I have to go. I just have to figure out how and when. The time that will least hurt anyone. I have to distance myself from everyone first so I am not hurting as many people and they forget about me first.