I feel it! That huge difference, I certainly feel it. Wow, it's like you're air. You're there but nobody sees you, only a few takes notice but in the end you're too transparent to be seen. Everyday it's like that. Do nothing, you feel like crap. Do your f*cking best, still feel like crap. I feel cornered and yet everything is just so far from my reach. The hell is this? Everybody seems to be good at this and yet what the hell have ive been doing with my life? Who is it that chooses how you live your life? What's your basis? Who and what do you take into consideration? Do i live for myself or for others? What counts more to me and to everyone? So many questions yet no answer. Im just lost. Im just wandering aimlessly all these years.