the disappearance

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by TLA, Oct 26, 2006.

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  1. TLA

    TLA Antiquitie's Friend

    I hate to see others hurting,
    it makes me cry for them.
    But, maybe I'm really crying for me....
    everyday. so many tears.
    really tired of the tears.

    why does life have to hurt so much?
    thats all I want to know.
    I let the hurt stop now.
    I tried so hard to learn how to play.
    I don't want to be in this game no mo.
    The rules always changed on me, I couldn't learn how to do it.

    I thought I was doing acceptable.
    I was wrong. as usual.

    I don't care how painful it is to die,
    its a risk I'll take now.
    it can't be more devastating than all these holes in that organ called the "heart"

    you say don't do it.
    you say people do care.
    LIES
    I've learned people lie with no guilt or shame. fine.
    But it does hurt, maybe someone should tell them.

    no one will notice,
    no one will be bothered by the disappearance
    it will be a collective sigh relief for
    ALL
    Then, maybe they will have a wild party to celebrate.
    In heaven there is no more saddness, no more tears.
    I will get there somehow
     
  2. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    Hi T...sorry you hurt so much right now..and no, what you are doing is not inappropriate, but instead, trying so hard to get back into the world after your other world was pulled out from under you...yes, it takes a lot of bravery, but I am here, should you need me...big hugs,Jackie
     
  3. Dead_Alive

    Dead_Alive Guest

    Hi... I care too!
     
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