The Edge Of The Cliff....

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Godsdrummer, Sep 18, 2009.

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  1. Godsdrummer

    Godsdrummer Guest


    (it's a metaphor-I wouldnt want to go that way)....

    But the edge of the cliff is always there. It sucks, but tis true.

    They say, fake it, til you make it, right? Well I havent made it yet, and I sometimes grow so weary of faking it.

    It's like as I walk thru the day to day exsistence of my life, I try not look too far out, cause I will always see that cliff. It walks with me.
    That cliff is that thought, ever present, always with me.

    Somedays are good days. Somedays, the cliff is so far off in the distance, it can't hardly be seen.

    Somedays, it feels as if I have walked right up onto it.

    Today is not that day. But today, I am reminded that the cliff is there. Like it is waiting for me.
    Calling to me.
    Knowing that one day, we will dance.

    I guess it's true, suidical ideation never goes away.
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Mine never leaves me as well it is only strong when i am overwhelmed with everyone like now god it is hard dealing with all the drauma
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