the edge

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by twistedwhispers, Nov 18, 2011.

  1. twistedwhispers

    twistedwhispers Member & Antiquities Friend

    For a long time, I have felt right on the edge (between existing & dying). I can see myself standing on the edge of a cliff...........nothing but darkness below.

    Add to that a string of shitty stuff happening......Bad stuff. Major stressors. I am losing my footing...........about to fall..........wanting so bad to just fall. But fearing I would fail. Proof that I am suicidal but I am not stupid.

    Oh yeah. I turn 47 today.
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUN and no you are not stupid not at all hun hugs to you