well i know whats wrong with me... BP + ADHD + a touch of OCD. I take my meds and they work most of the time, but a few times a week i either get all hypomanic or wicked depressed. when I'm depressed the things i need to do: take my turn feeding my 6mo, find a job, ect. all seem so hard. then when I'm Hypomanic, I have just about ZERO control over what comes out of my mouth, ie i swear in from of my daughter, which makes me feel like a totally crappy dad, and agravates my daughters mother, who i am still with. don't know quite why I'm here other than i thought there might be people who could relate, my only BP friend, i am not longer friends with as hes a jerk and a bit of a nut case.