I don't know what to do this thing inside in controlling me it takes over everything I do I can't ever live my life, all i do is argue its intruding all the time memories never ending thoughts won't stop the pain just won't ease I'm drowing in a sea on confusion wondering when its time to enter heaven give me peace from this life cause I can't take no more. Just when u think things can't get worse look over the shoulder its plain to see that this was just the start its content on destroying my heart. how can I change or move on when its with me everyday how can I see any light when its shadowed from moonlight Things won't ever ease I have to face the reality that this life was mapped I'm ready to be scrapped. I pray each nite let this be the last let me close my eyes and sleep and be forever no more. I'm ready to say goodbye friends, family and all. Life was never easy but I'm glad I meet u all Don't see this as the end but the beginning of something new I will always be with u, never far from ur side just remember I always loved you.