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  1. lil-sis-one-of-two

    lil-sis-one-of-two Well-Known Member

    Thats it then.

    Goodbye everyone.

    The one thing I had left has gone, so I have nothing stopping me now.
    My parents will get over it.

    Good luck evryone.
     
  2. lil-sis-one-of-two

    lil-sis-one-of-two Well-Known Member

    Fuck everything.

    Fuck the world, I am so glad I dont have to be here anymore.

    I cut last night now I just have to finish the job off.

    No one is holdong me back now. No one is there to care.

    I am gonna be here all day then when I go home I want to do it.
     
  3. lil-sis-one-of-two

    lil-sis-one-of-two Well-Known Member

    My last hours are going to be spent with no one to talk to.

    Great, thats one to tell the relatives.

    I am sorry eveyone.
     
  4. Melancholy

    Melancholy Well-Known Member

    Please, please don't do it. Don't give them the satisfaction. They don't deserve it :unsure:

    Stay. Talk. Scream. Shout. Cry. Let it all out, but don't do anything stupid.

    Thinking of you, stay safe

    :hug:
     
  5. lil-sis-one-of-two

    lil-sis-one-of-two Well-Known Member

    I dont want to I cant take the pain anymore.

    He has done this, I thought he would protect me againt the man at the wedding but now he isnt gonna be there the man can get me.

    Its better for everyone if I am ogne.
     
  6. Melancholy

    Melancholy Well-Known Member

    I know how you feel. There's no-one to protect me either. I know the feeling of utter letdown...if anyone really cared then they wouldn't do this, they wouldn't leave me on my own. But you are strong. You can get through this. You must keep fighting, don't let them win. Don't let him win.

    Take care, keep venting
    :hug:
     
  7. lil-sis-one-of-two

    lil-sis-one-of-two Well-Known Member

    He has won, they have all won.

    I cant take anymore.

    I wonder what he would think if he knew what he had done.

    Its too much I am sorry.

    I am writing my letter now I am not sure what to put in it, any ideas.
     
  8. Melancholy

    Melancholy Well-Known Member

    I'm so sorry I don't know how to help. I never was one for inspirational messages or soothing truths. I think we both know who is best for that. So I'll tell you to read back on those messages, take from them all that wisdom, and remind yourself that things will get better.

    Hold on
    :hug:
     
  9. lil-sis-one-of-two

    lil-sis-one-of-two Well-Known Member

    I know no one can help me there is nothing left.

    Its jsut nice to have some one to talk to, so thank you for that.

    I will have a look back at the messages they always make me laugh.
     
  10. Melancholy

    Melancholy Well-Known Member

    :smile:

    A laugh can fix more than you know. If you ever want to talk my PM is open, I gotta go for a bit now though, so stay safe (at least until I return :tongue:)
     
  11. lil-sis-one-of-two

    lil-sis-one-of-two Well-Known Member

    Let me know when you get back, have a good day.

    I will be here untill 5.

    Xxx
     
  12. lil-sis-one-of-two

    lil-sis-one-of-two Well-Known Member

    I am on here because I am at work and I cant do it untill I am finished
    I hate letting people down.
    I am sorry everyone.
     
  13. lil-sis-one-of-two

    lil-sis-one-of-two Well-Known Member

    I am 20.

    I dont know what to think now.

    I just know I cant take the pain anymore.
     
  14. lil-sis-one-of-two

    lil-sis-one-of-two Well-Known Member

    I am sorry I cant do that. I cant avoid it its all around me.

    There is only one way to get away.

    I need to go away.

    If I dont die I need to get away from this area, but I have no where to go.
     
  15. lil-sis-one-of-two

    lil-sis-one-of-two Well-Known Member

    No i dont have a very big family, my aunt is married to a bloke that used to abuse me, so I cant go there.

    It would be so much easier if I had kept my mouth shut.
    I am such a stupid bitch. This is what I deserve.

    The only person I do have lives in Spain. I am in the UK.

    My boyfriends has just left me too.
     
  16. fallen angel

    fallen angel Member

    i'm trying to escape. maybe we could find somewhere together. i'm female in the uk, 25. if we could be here for each other maybe it wouldnt be so bad. im in devon. what part of the uk are you in? i just read about a place you can go and stay in for free in london for 4 days when you are feeling suicidal.
     
  17. lil-sis-one-of-two

    lil-sis-one-of-two Well-Known Member

    Hi ya

    I am from Peterborough in Cambridgeshire.
     
  18. lil-sis-one-of-two

    lil-sis-one-of-two Well-Known Member

    I have a few friends but they dont understand any of this, it would be awful for me to make it there problem as well as my own.
     
  19. lil-sis-one-of-two

    lil-sis-one-of-two Well-Known Member

    Have fun.

    Have a waffle for me with loads of chocolate on it. LOL
     
  20. lil-sis-one-of-two

    lil-sis-one-of-two Well-Known Member

    I dont want to stop talking it gets to much when I do. Can anyone help?
     
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