i dont know why im writing here. its not like anyone cares. but i think i might do it tonight. yea i think i will. fuck trying to plan my death to make others happier. i cant deal with this. theres no way out. im going over to uni to do hw. ill be alone there and the bridge is nearby, so close, an easy walk. if i wait long enough itll be late and there wont be anyone to stop me. it will finally be over. no more hurting. no more pain. no more anything.