I came to this site when my girl broke up with me, i felt alone, rejected, shatered ... i had no one, no catch me as i fall ... no one to talk to ... i have no friends. That was 4 months ago, and nothing has changed ... i've tried. Tried to make friend, tried to date ... every signle person rejected me. For example, i chated with this girl for 2 weeks ( since i have no one, that was all i could do .. meet people online ), everything was ok ... we had alot of things incommon, etc. So i gathered all the courage i had, and asked her to go out with me .... she said she will, she was very enthusiastic about it. We went out, watched a movie, walked, laughed .... and i never heard from her again ... that was it. That didn't really affected me, cause i got used to it over the past 4 months. She didn't like me, didn't like the way i look. There is no girl that does, i've kept getting reminded of that since i was 13-14. It's not just my looks that drive people away ... it's my personality, i'm neither funny, nor cute ... nothing. I can't be liked, loved .... What really hurts is seeing other people go out, have fun, date, being happy ... living their lives and being loved. And knowing i'm not meant for that (and i do know i'm not, just take my word on it). Funny thing is ... i was with my ex for 2 years and i do not know how to kiss. She didn't like kissing me, not with her tongue that is .... how sad is that? And she was everything to me .... just proves how unlikeable i am. And that resulted in just not caring about my life anymore, i just went numb, i have no feelings, just don't care. I really don't have courage to kill myself right now, but hey ... i'll snap one day And please no that ... "you'll meet someone one day" ... i don't want to wait 10 years to have a life, thank you very much. Sry for the long post, just needed to get it of my chest.