a 'friend' of mine I thought I could trust went behind my back and told him and her what I had said about how he was cheating on her, so he brought me into a group chat with him, her and two of my 'friends', and I immediately knew what was going to happen and left that chat. it was proceeded with him IMing me telling me he was disappointed in me, and a whole bunch of other bad things, and one of my friends said that she knew I was lying about him cheating, and they both called me out because they assumed I was lying I know I wasn't lying, he's just denying everything.. so I collected chat logs to prove it and I'm crying so much right now. so much that I'm getting sick. I have never felt so bad in my life. I thought I could trust these people. he even said he never believed my problems (I have severe health problems relating to being underweight), and that I made shit up to get attention. and I know I just lost a lot of people who meant so much to me. people who could make me happy no matter what. I know things will not be the same again. Just what I needed on a day I was supposed to hang out with him and have fun. on on the day a few days after my mom tried to kill herself and I was given an estimated date of death from my health problems. I never lie about anything. and I did my best to try to make people happy and I just get stabbed in the back again. I know I'm a stupid whiny person with dumb problems. I just want someone to listen to me, is that so much to ask with all I do for people? I'm paranoid and depressed to the extreme of what could happen next.. I feel so terrible, and now I know if I lose these people and all those things I will truly have no reason to live. Because I was never afraid before and looking forward to it because I couldn't have to deal with shit like this again I wish I had someone here to hug me and let me cry on their shoulder..