I cut my wrist a couple days ago, now I feel ready to cut alot deeper and combine with my prescribed drugs (extra) and hopefully slip away today sometime. I have had years od one things after another, abuse, mass problems, awful health problems (getting worse), used and abused some more...........only had my beloved mum to encourage and get me through my past breakdowns and attempted suicides/cutting. She passed away 3 weeks ago and its thrown me completely. I have tried to keep focused and going and worled hard on her funeral and being strong, but my body and mind has had it now, and with all my illnesses (physical) I have just collapsed in a heap and my one person who loved me unconditionally has gone and now have noone who cares enough to listen or support me. Its for the best I go..............slip away and be with her again. I have everything ready, just needs to be done.