It's finished. I'm gone. Let nothing bleed into nothing. Thanks but no thanks for everyone support which has unfortunately kept me alive for so long. It's hard to explain but it feels like someone took an icecream scoop to my brain and replaced it with static. I can't get the drive to do anything. Or then, maybe I'm just too lazy to live. Dad if you find this I'm sorry, but nothing changed from 3 years ago. It's not you or mums fault, if there was a solution I wouldn't have taken it. No religious funeral please.