what do you do when you reached the point where the one thing that has kept you going for so long, all just gets blown away? What do you do when the people you care about so much, blow all the hope of it being alright someday, away with just one silly email? is this the final thing to push me over the edge? do they even know what they just did? do they even realize how much pain they're causing? must be, because it's obvious.