Sorry for posting here again, I am just aware that I post so much negative stuff and feel so awful that I want to try and highlight and remember the good when it is there. I would have posted on the rant I made this morning, but my thread was stolen and hijacked :dry: Today I sent off for an application form for a course I have had my eye on for a while. This might sound like nothing, but for someone who never really leaves the house, invisions dying soon, has little hope, etc, it is a HUGE thing. To be honest, when I first found the course it was a step on the way to achieving the career I want. Now it's a way to occupy me before I die, but I feel like I have achieved something positive today, but doing something productive and proactive. My mind has been sat going stale for a good long time now and it's about time I did something to wake it up. And who knows, the other positive side is that I won't feel the need to sit all day and harass you people here on SF.