the Guilt

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by life, Oct 8, 2007.

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  1. life

    life Well-Known Member

    ..After i die if there is life after death and if i see My loved ones especially mother cry for me the guilt will never leave me that will be my hell !.....When i was 17 years old that means 1 year ago i overdosed and i dont know if it was a near-death or i was hallusinating due to the things i took..İ heared all my loved ones voices they were crying and screaming my name :( ...İt was very clear i felt like that was my funeral...And tears came from my eyes ...İ guess for every act there is a price which we will pay . . .İ am living my last days...Hope i dont feel guilty or ı hope there is no life after death and i just sleep and not feel anything.....
     
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