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The Hole that I Dig

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by notmyrealname, May 8, 2008.

  1. notmyrealname

    notmyrealname Well-Known Member

    The Hole that I Dig

    The hole that I dig
    Is safe in the ground
    It helps me feel
    Like there's no one around

    I dug this hole back
    Before I knew why
    I'm in it for good now
    Until I can die

    I cannot remember
    When this hole was not dug
    It's part of me now
    It's why I'm fucked up

    I'd try to get out
    I'd try to escape
    But I'm used to it now
    It's used as a cape

    I've hurt myself here in this hole that I've dug
    I've bled and I've cried 'till I'm told to shutup
    Way down in this hole
    It's helped with the pain
    Of thinking of escape all over again

    So I'll stay in this hole
    It fits like a glove
    It's warm and it's fuzzy
    And bursting with love

    Leave me here in this hole
    I've dug in this ground
    Because it helps me feel
    Like there's no one around

    That came out horribly up lifting for some reason.
    Ok, better now.
    I'm also horribly insecure so I apologize as much as I possibly can if somebody thinks I'm making fun of them.
  2. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

  3. notmyrealname

    notmyrealname Well-Known Member

    thx, I've been feeling a little out of it today
  4. famous.last.words

    famous.last.words Forum Buddy

    *big hug*
    if you want to talk, please PM me.