The thing with fate is, you can't stop it. You can try to dodge it--and might be successful for awhile--but in the end fate will win. I believe in the fate that our genetic makeup creates for us (sometimes environmental factors, too). Suicide...depression...these two things are in the cards for me. I wasn't meant to be anything....productive. These past few months, I've realized I shouldn't fear death. I should embrace it with open arms. I just wish I knew a surefire way of suicide.