over the last few days I have had lots of urges to just end it I have been self harming more than I ever used to and not caring what happens next I guess the truth is I do not want to be part of the human race anymore I never wanted to be in the first place but its kinda sunk in now I believe I should not of been born human and what ever higher power there is out there has really screwed me over I just want to be free to run and howl at the moon like the wolf I am but I have to deal with work, bills, never being able to do all the things I want to do because the human race revolves around money which I despise too.
I do not know why I am saying this really I just I think I really am in trouble this time I was never happy with being human before but I used to be able to get by and be happy doing certain things and escaping reality in my own little ways but now nothing works.
I do not know why I am saying this really I just I think I really am in trouble this time I was never happy with being human before but I used to be able to get by and be happy doing certain things and escaping reality in my own little ways but now nothing works.