It hurts a lot when you get knocked back and can't be with the person you want to be with. But time is a healer, trust me. It will hurt for a little while but time numbs the pain and you will eventually move on. Getting knocked back by one girl is not worth ending your life for, especially when there are so many out there. This time it is not meant to be maybe, but you have many more women to meet. Like the saying goes, there are plenty of fish in the sea. Loves sting hurts but time is the healer. Keep posting here for support when you need it most, and take care and keep safe xxxx
:hug: If you feel more comfortable this way, you can leave out or change a few details (where you see fit - e.g. changing what you call her or you - for example "A" for "Alex") if that is a better option for you since you do not want to post a lot of details about her and you on the internet. We'd like to hear more from you to better understand what is troubling you so much about the girl you speak of. It is up to you; remaining anonymous might be something you want too.
Talk to her very nicely.
IF you are hiding your depression - you got to confess that for first - likely before you even kiss her - in fact if she means anything - you got to man up and let her know who she is kissing!
I thought you had split - but you still want her very much.
So - go for it - but do not throw everything on this gamble. I KNOW she seems like the world but love is a two way thing. It is easy to feel rejected but a woman has to make her own choice and be ready.
Sometimes love is like a man feeling 90% and she feels 10% - it has to be 50/50 - and its not the fault of any girl or woman if her love is not as passionate as yours. It happens.
If you love her - you want her to be free? You would not kidnap her and keep her prisoner for 50 years as a companion would you? No. So - its her choice - but you need to try and act 'cool' - you got to be 'the man' and not go after her feeling insecure and unsure of yourself.
Don't think too much about love - ever - you have to just act on impulses - intuitions and common sense. Women want us to be strong - but will accept our flaws IF we look to change some. So - don't think being 'the man' excludes being a gentle man also.
Treat her kind - give her treats, NEVER even think about not making up after your first argument. Avoid violence, in word, thought and actions. Woman are not our issue there. Men get angry - but its easy to find good things to hate. I mean - I hate injustice. Why not?