im scared because I think it could be ending between us. And she hasnt being able to bring herself to let me see her.
I couldn't love another girl. Please god let me see her.
Guys what am I going to do? I just cant bear life without her.
Talk to her very nicely.
IF you are hiding your depression - you got to confess that for first - likely before you even kiss her - in fact if she means anything - you got to man up and let her know who she is kissing!
I thought you had split - but you still want her very much.
So - go for it - but do not throw everything on this gamble. I KNOW she seems like the world but love is a two way thing. It is easy to feel rejected but a woman has to make her own choice and be ready.
Sometimes love is like a man feeling 90% and she feels 10% - it has to be 50/50 - and its not the fault of any girl or woman if her love is not as passionate as yours. It happens.
If you love her - you want her to be free? You would not kidnap her and keep her prisoner for 50 years as a companion would you? No. So - its her choice - but you need to try and act 'cool' - you got to be 'the man' and not go after her feeling insecure and unsure of yourself.
Don't think too much about love - ever - you have to just act on impulses - intuitions and common sense. Women want us to be strong - but will accept our flaws IF we look to change some. So - don't think being 'the man' excludes being a gentle man also.
Treat her kind - give her treats, NEVER even think about not making up after your first argument. Avoid violence, in word, thought and actions. Woman are not our issue there. Men get angry - but its easy to find good things to hate. I mean - I hate injustice. Why not?
So hope this helps bro.