I made an attempt on September the 2nd. Before, I had talked quite a lot about my suicidal thoughts and feelings. Now after the attempt I wish I had succeeded. I'm sad and feel like I'm stuck in this horrible world. All I do is worrying everybody who cares about me. I was so ready at the time, why couldn't I have made it? Now I try to take each day as it comes. My priorities is to make it through the day. I know I don't want to be alive though. The suicidal thoughts aren't as bad as they were befor the attempt so that's good I think. But the depression is really draining me of all of my energy. I feel like all I do is making everyone worry about me. I'm sad all the time and I see no light. I don't know what to do. I don't want to be alive any longer.