Why do the littlest things send me into thinking about suicide? I was talking to a friend over the internet last night and the connection broke and i couldnt reconnect. This morning I tried again and still no luck. All I could think about today was how do they think of me, are they angry i cut off, do they think i did it deliberately. I was panicking like mad and couldnt stop thinking about suicide as a way to stop it =/. I have anxiety problems but I can see that this is a serious overreaction but it happens a lot over stupid little things like if someone says something to me and i dont completely understand what they mean. I will go over and over what they said and torture myself over it and feel the same. Is this normal? >.< Why do I constantly think about it?