If you're going to kill yourself, why not join the army or something and go over to afghanistan and contribute in some way while taking chances with your life. If you get lucky, you'll come home alive with some money. if you're not so lucky, you can always kill yourself. Whether or not you think the war is right, it will immediately gain you respect from all people, regardless of their opinions. Especially from guys (they run the world; $$$$). They respect a solid pair of balls. Doesn't matter what you believe, they respect it. You could use it as an opportunity to preach your own gospel. If you don't have friends now, you'll have friends by the time you get shipped over to the war zone. Lots of people to get to know. And you get to see other countries. I'm not a military man. I've just been thinking about this lately. I'm not seriously consider going over there, but if I had a death wish, and I could forget everything I think about this war (it's fu**** up), I'd ship myself over there and maybe I'd get lucky, eh? Better than sucking eggs like I normally do. And comradery/fellowship, that's a great thing for a guy who can't make friends on his own. A lot of the guys in the military are getting overworked going in and out of action so often. Either we quit this stupid war with faceless countless hard to get terrorists, or more of us are going to have to go over there as a gesture of goodwill to our fellow man.