Lately I've made some poor choices, mostly financial. Now I'm making really frantic, panicked snap decisions about everything and it's driving me deeper into despair.
Today I snapped - I made a bad decision & it's killing me. It's such a little thing - data on my laptop potentially wiped out - but it makes me hate myself for being stupid. It's one more piece of evidence against me - surely now, after the eleventy-billionth thing I've done wrong, someone can pronounce the death penalty?
I add nothing to this world & I fail at everything.
Today I snapped - I made a bad decision & it's killing me. It's such a little thing - data on my laptop potentially wiped out - but it makes me hate myself for being stupid. It's one more piece of evidence against me - surely now, after the eleventy-billionth thing I've done wrong, someone can pronounce the death penalty?
I add nothing to this world & I fail at everything.