It depresses me. Learning about human variation, somatypes, genetic capabilities. I usually end up on the bottom of what's considered ideal most of the time. When I take interest in something such as human anthropology, weight training body building etc I find that I am always genetically limited and at the bottom of the bell curve. Even if I worked to an extreme level I would never be as good as people who have better genetics and don't even have to try. Even my physical health is poorer than average. Really, whats the meaning to all of this. In nature I think my only purpose would be to feed whatever animals would eat my corpse. I guess it's the same now though except the animals have been replaced with humans who have better genetics than I do. That's really all it comes down to in the end.