I'm stupid, extremely boring, always making mistakes, have no common sense, too feminine, unattractive, a loser, always alone, I'm never taken seriously at all, I'm always judged, I will never be loved... I wish God would just kill me. sorry for the stupid rant. I'm taking anti-depressant supplements. They've been helping. But sometimes I still get that small pang of depression and I get a sudden bad realization of how pathetic I am. I guess the pills just help blind myself to the truth I'm a waste of human life. I guess that's the whole purpose of the damned things.