I was talking on another forum (which I will leave un-named) about how I was feeling suicidal and one member (who I will also leave un-named) posted this reply. I have removed the parts that indicate who he is, the forum we're on and what it's about for privacy. I just thought I'd post it here because it presents a lot to think about and helped me to feel a little... I don't know, safer. To be honest, I have doubts about the legitimacy of his story. I did some quick research and can't seem to find anything about this genocide. Indonesia killed many people in East Timor, but I don't think that had anything to do with being white and of Dutch/Chinese blood. That being said, I am more than willing to trust that he is telling me the truth. But regardless of whether or not it's true, I think it is the most inspirational post I've ever read.