hey guys/gals, I recovered from depression 2 years ago and ever since i feel like my life is going ok. yet whenever i'm alone, my suicidal thoughts always come back and put me back into a horrible mood no matter what the situation. do you guys reckon that some things just can't be healed or forgotten? it's hard living with the thoughts like "what's the point?" or "how come they died and i lived?" they never seem to leave.. it changes everything for me instantly. maybe it's just me, i dunno.