A long time ago, back when I was maybe 8 or 9, there was this girl I had known for many years. Her name was Marcela Gonzalez, but many called her "Marcy" for short. She was the first girl I ever had a crush on when I was young. One time I remember getting my dad to drive me over to her house so that we could play together. When I moved to Canada, I kept in contact with her by phoning her and mailing letters. One day however I thought the phone got disconnected, and decided to call her another time. Every day after that I'd call her and there would be no answer, so I thought she was avoiding me. It's been many years now (I'm 18 now), and yet I can't get her out of my mind! I am filled with this desire to find her and talk with her just to get to see her again after all this time. A part of me desperately wants to see her, while the other half of me says to let her go....what should I do?