I dont even know why i posting this. Im not depressed.Im not sad.Im okay but still not okay.I cant no longer with my apathy and life without no emotions and etc. There is no solution for my problems.My emotions right now like always:nothing. I have no thoughts wholw day maybe few.Emotions turn off.I dont care in which direction are my life end. I dont care about anything.I just wanna die. Maybe this will sound paradoxal but i belive that life is worth living but not for me.The only reason that im alive because im not found yet method of suicide. And that makes me stuipid and not capetable for anything. Thats it.