The only thing keeping me from doing it...

[northface35]

The only thing keeping me from doing it is the possibility of a divine Entity...
The dark blood that spills in my mind yearns for the blood of life of others. The devil that dwells inside my soul yearns for the fiery fire to pervade upon the sinful soul of other beings... yes.

 

[Stranger1]

:wow: Do you really beleive that you have a devil living in you? If so, you really need to seek a shrink and a therapist!! You need to worry about yourself. Everyone has there own destiny, and are in there own little worlds. You have nothing to do with how they feel or think!! About the only ones you can have an effect on is family and close friends, because if you harm yourself they are going to feel really bad about themselves that they didn't see it coming. Stay Strong!!~Joseph~

 

[harrison]

i think maybe if you feel like the devil inside you is not under controll, or will get out, you should find help.

 

[middleofnowhere]

Your words indicate that you are considering harming not only yourself, but others, as well. Either way, you're not safe. You need to be honest with a therapist who could help you resolve these issues. If it's truly a devil, you might be wise to consider seeking an exorcism.

 

[Stranger1]

Have you been diagnosed by a shrink? You sound a little skyzzo. They have meds to help you deal with it. As far as harming others, you need to put that out of your mind. You don't want to go down that road!!! You might have to go in the hospital so they can evaluate you and see what meds work for you. There is no shame in being hospitalized, and nothing to fear because most of the staffs now adays are extremely helpfull. The floor techs are there to give you an ear to listen to you and to make sure you are safe!! Seek the help because from what you are saying you need it!!Take Care!~Joseph~

 

[northface35]

Joseph is seriously irritating to no standards... Go away, Joseph.

 

[Robin]

If you don't want responses don't solicit them :bleh: Otherwise, so long as posts remain supportive, you are stuck with them, pro's and con's of a public forum I'm afraid :brainfart:

As for a demon in your soul, I don't really know much about you, do you really believe that or is this just some exercise in cool words? Sometimes cool words can be therapeutic or sometimes they area sign of a delusional mind, dunno, am interested to hear more though

 

[Stranger1]

Sorry you took what I have said the wrong way!!All I am saying is you need help!!!

 

[fromthatshow]

This is hell my friend. We're at the bottom. Don't be afraid of death. There's no where to go but up. But I would imagine killing yourself would certainly be a traumatic and scary way to go.
We all have a devil inside of us. It's called our ego. Don't be afraid of it. Just don't let it dictate your decisions.
God loves us, even when we hate him. No matter how dark your thoughts/actions get, he cannot NOT love you. It is entirely impossible.