so today i tryed to "do the deed". i was in so much physical pain from the failed attempt i accually begged god to live. its weird how the pain of my failed attempt helped me appresiate living. jus wanted to share thx for reading
I hope you'll reach out for all the support you can get while you experience the relief to be alive after all. It might be important to take advantage of the momentum to walk away from the abyss as far and as fast as you can. Glad to see your are still with us. Have a nice day .