3o y.o. woman. I have been suffering for many years. Just began therapy again a few weeks ago. Once a week. No therapy until the end of the week. I am not sure if I can make it. I am hurting. It is not the first time. It is however one of the worst. I have a few wonderful friends, a loving family members. I can not bring myself to tell someone what I am going through. They know I have struggled and I have reached out. But the feelings that overtake me now, the thoughts to end it. I do not want to contact my family/friends, especially when I know they are at work. I am in agony. Support would be greatly appreciated.