The pain kills me.

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Xoxo, Aug 30, 2011.

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  1. Xoxo

    Xoxo Member

    All my life I've felt lost, alone. But over my childhood I managed to distract myself that it didnt matter. Over the last few years my depression kicked in and I've been struggling along as it gets worse and worse. Honestly I want to die but I am so scared of the idea of never being alive again that I can't even formulate a decent plan to kill myself.

    I know most people here will feel the same but I just want the pain to end, I hate feeling isolated from society, I hate feeling like I've lost my childhood, I hate life and everything about my life. I'm just so tired of living...

    :/
     
  2. aidan

    aidan New Member

    I feel the same way. Seriously considering doing it very soon. You're not the only one, if it's any comfort.
     
  3. Jelly

    Jelly Well-Known Member

    Hey hun, glad you are posting here, still alive.

    Life is a rough journey but ultimately, in the end, worthwhile. Please keep fighting and keep trying to live; I know it may seem hard but in the end it will be worthwhile.


    Take care. <3
     
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