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The pain kills me.

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All my life I've felt lost, alone. But over my childhood I managed to distract myself that it didnt matter. Over the last few years my depression kicked in and I've been struggling along as it gets worse and worse. Honestly I want to die but I am so scared of the idea of never being alive again that I can't even formulate a decent plan to kill myself.

I know most people here will feel the same but I just want the pain to end, I hate feeling isolated from society, I hate feeling like I've lost my childhood, I hate life and everything about my life. I'm just so tired of living...



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Hey hun, glad you are posting here, still alive.

Life is a rough journey but ultimately, in the end, worthwhile. Please keep fighting and keep trying to live; I know it may seem hard but in the end it will be worthwhile.

Take care. <3
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