Hi. I'm a female of 25 years. While some people, and I too often say "I don't know how to adult" ... I don't know how to human. My life has been full of abuse, people who were supposed to naturally care and love me just couldn't. I haven't really had any help, I have used my own messed up coping mechanisms since I was just a kid and while I did educate myself and work as a secretary in the health sector for a while (obese kids), I never really planned ahead. I am now unemployed and just stuck in a rot. For some reason I never imagined I'd have a life after I turned 25. I don't know why that was the number... but it did make me cancel any celebration of my 25th Birthday. My boyfriend is the reason why I'm trying to get help... I even sought therapy but I've been put way down the waiting list and can first expect to get help in 6 months... at the moment I don't know if I can make it that far. I am here because he deserve a better me.