The Plan

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by Izziebabystar, Dec 29, 2008.

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  1. Izziebabystar

    Izziebabystar Well-Known Member

    My original plan was not to reach my 18th birthday
    But ive changed it
    Now im not going to reach 2009
    before big ben in the uk strikes 12 and the new year dawns ill have been prenounced dead at the hospital
    hope you all have a great year
  2. Dave_N

    Dave_N Guest

    Please don't do this to yourself izzie. New year's eve is on wednesday. Why do you want to end your life before new year's? :sad:
  3. andyc68

    andyc68 Guest

    please don't do this Izzie, i know you have been having a tough time this year but you never know what will happen next year.
    be strong hun

    pm me if you need to talk
  4. Izziebabystar

    Izziebabystar Well-Known Member

    the plans set in motion
    its all goin at go well this time
  5. andyc68

    andyc68 Guest

    i hope you reconsider hun

    there is always another way, you just havent found it yet
    give yourself time, surely you deserve to see what 2009 will bring
  6. ANeverEndingRose

    ANeverEndingRose Well-Known Member

    snap. Ill see you up there.
  7. Dave_N

    Dave_N Guest

    Please don't do this guys. :hug:
  8. Sparkz

    Sparkz Well-Known Member

    please reconsider, especially before new year
    pm if you need to talk :cuddle:
  9. Leiaha

    Leiaha Well-Known Member

    No! STOP! Stop and think before you do anything please! I thoroughly understand how you feel, i feel this way on a daily basis too. Please please dont do this both of you. You both have me in floods of tears while i am writin this cos i am so scared. Please change your minds and give us a chance to help. I will do anythin you want me to in order to help and prevent this. Please, give it a go... Lea :grouphug:
  10. Dave_N

    Dave_N Guest

    Please guys, listen to Leiaha and talk to your SF friends. We all want to help you guys. Please don't go through with your suicide plans. :hug:
  11. alle_vite

    alle_vite Well-Known Member

    Izzie hunni plz dont do this you haveso many friends who want andneed you around pm me if you wannachat i can call you if you need me to!! xx
  12. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Izzie, please don't do this :sad:
  13. Izziebabystar

    Izziebabystar Well-Known Member

    i had this realy weird dream last night after i cut
    it was realy confusing and complicated
    but it made me realise somthing
    if the first time i tried to commit i had sucided i would have never joined this site
    i would have never met all of you and i would have never help some of you
    i would have never saved my horses from slaughter or my dogs from being put to sleep
    i would have never met the love of my life

    ive had some realy bad things happen to me in my life
    but why am i dweling on them
    i need to work out why
    and try and get over it
    i need to think before i act
    i need to stay here and help people

    i dont know why this time is diffrent
    i cant explain it
    but i actualy feel needed and properly loved

    i dont have many people to talk to accept people from this site anymore
    but somehow you guys keep me going
    i ow you everything including my life

    im so sorry if i have caused any upset to people
    i will try and make it up to you

    if you need anyone to turn to im always here
    sorry again
  14. Pingu

    Pingu Well-Known Member

    im glad to hear you changed your mind izzie :hug:
  15. alle_vite

    alle_vite Well-Known Member

    *hug izzie im so happy your still here and so so happy you chnaged your mind, you keep your chin up hunni and stay safe im always here if you need a chat!! xx
  16. LenaLunacy

    LenaLunacy Well-Known Member

    Izzie, i've texted you.
    Aneverending rose, please reconsider. You don't know, this year might just be the best of your life! And you'll never know.
  17. Dave_N

    Dave_N Guest

    I'm glad to hear that you're giving life another chance Izzie. Life has its good moments and rough moments. I'm glad that you've remembered some of the good things that have happened in your life. :hug:
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