in those moments when the fog lifts a bit and you can take a clear, objective look at you and your life ... in those moments you can see that you are absolutely empty. your life will never be "better" or "happier," whatever those concepts mean. you have spent your life going through motions and you have caused inflicted pain and hurt on those unfortunate enough to come within your orbit ... in those moments, it is plain that there is no reason to continue the charade of life -- in fact, you would be doing a service to those others in your life who are drowning in the pain and sadness you thrust on them every day. freed of being tethered to you, they will finally have a chance to be happy and successful.
this is just a rant ... it is not an invitation for a dialog. i know what i am and all i can ever be, and i know what the right thing for me to do is. "emptiness has its solace in that there's nothing left to lose."
this is just a rant ... it is not an invitation for a dialog. i know what i am and all i can ever be, and i know what the right thing for me to do is. "emptiness has its solace in that there's nothing left to lose."