hey all, i have attempted alot when i was young and i stopped. Cause i promised my dad i wouldnt have him go thruw hell anymore. But maybe some know that i made a promise too myself. I suffer from borderline and its really hard too sometimes survive the day. ive seen alot of bad things. ive had professional help but it didnt help sadly yes i am still here. SO it helped keeping me alive but not the hell im going thruw evry day again. But now my dad will die soon.so the promise is furfilled And i can already tell im planning again.