I think i am finally getting back to the person i longed to be once again. I never thought that i would feel this way again or even romotely close. I woke this morning with a song in my heart and a smile on my face. I have one very special little boy to thank for this change in me. Liam gives me the strength to move on doing special work that i think is a gift from god. Twice a week i see his smile and see how much he looks to me to teach him, I think i may have found my calling or at least part of my calling. I kno mom would be proud of me. Liam as an angel and hero for leading me back to the bright side and i thank him w. all my heart.