Heres the real truth and im not gonna be checking anyones responses because i know alot of people are gonna have an opinion on this and I know some of you are gonna try to piss me off with your responses....so i wont be reading them, cause im tired of bein pissed off by people. Anyways, when your in a great time of despair and your at the point where you just wanna die no matter what the cause may be, theres many things that can make a person feel this way...only you know whats really making you despair of life and want to end it. anyway to my point. God lets us get to this point whether its from wrong things we did or wrong things done to us or both combined, he lets us get to the this point where we have no way out and were closed in on all sides so we can turn and cry out to him in our trouble....Thus bringing us closer to him and giving him an opportunity to show his faithfulness and love towards us and his power to be able to deliever us out of any kind of trouble. We need to be crying out to JESUS in our times of trouble and thats the bottom line. Thats where the real road to healing begins and ends. Thats all i have to say. Do what you want with this advice. Its free information from me to you.