I've been reading some of the posts here and my heart is breaking for all of you that are thinking of suicide. I lost my daughter to suicide on August 5, 2007. She died by an overdose of pills and alcohol. How i wish i could hold her one more time and tell her how much I loved her. She was my first born. I gave birth to her. She was a part of me. She didn't have an easy life. She was diagnosed with MS 5 yrs ago. She never went into remission. She gave up. I don't think she or any of you realize what happens to the ones left behind. There is so much grief, so much sorrow . So many what if's. Our families lives have changed because of this and not for the better. Losing a part of yourself is never for the better. None of the people you know will think it's for the better also if you go through with this. I am typing with a mothers pain. Please I beg of all of you comtemplating suicide to get some help. Tell someone. Suicide is a permanent thing for a temporary problem.