So, heres it so far,
I'm 32 weeks pregnant with a little boy, I'm still with the dad, money is good and have enough support.. BUT
I FEEL LIKE RUBBISH
I'm scared im letting the baby down because i actually feel depressed but whenever i have the midwife ask me i hide it and just tell her that im fine, there is countless nights i cry myself to sleep, often thought about letting it all go, i dont know why i feel so upset but i just do, i often feel that it would of been fairer on the baby if he had someone else as a mom, how much of a bad person does that make me?!
Urg i just dont know what to do anymore, so :/
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I'm 32 weeks pregnant with a little boy, I'm still with the dad, money is good and have enough support.. BUT
I FEEL LIKE RUBBISH
I'm scared im letting the baby down because i actually feel depressed but whenever i have the midwife ask me i hide it and just tell her that im fine, there is countless nights i cry myself to sleep, often thought about letting it all go, i dont know why i feel so upset but i just do, i often feel that it would of been fairer on the baby if he had someone else as a mom, how much of a bad person does that make me?!
Urg i just dont know what to do anymore, so :/
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